Actually I don't care about the result I know I have enjoyed the process it let me know I am deserved it.
It helps me to know more about the education and inspire me to broden my horizon. It helps me to know that the world have many beautiful things are waiting for me to discover.
I know I have failed many times while I didn't regret what I did. Because it helps me to grow up and learning to accept myself whatever I am great or not. No one can replace myself. I am the only one for my world. So I don't need to anxious or worry about it. Just do it as long as I am happy to pursuit my dream and be a great person. That is enough for me.